KMD♥

I’m so completely done with living with someone other than my boyfriend. They are messy & I don’t like cleaning up after them. My boyfriend is different. His mess is my mess & I’ll lovingly clean it up. Niggas who eat here, sleep here, shower here, etc.. can either buy groceries or help pay for groceries. This is not a charity over here. No, I do not want to spot you because you can’t budget your money. Here’s some advice for you, DONT SPEND YOUR MONEY LIKE A BILLIONAIRE when you first get paid. No, you cannot afford driving to & from work, & buying $200 in worthless shit; That includes clothes that don’t fit you & fast food that your ass doesn’t need. No you cannot afford that. & you wanna know why I know that? BECAUSE YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKING ME FOR GAS MONEY & TO ‘SPOT’ YOU HERE & THERE. I’m pissed off that i’m so lazy. I cannot lose this weight for my life. I’m fat & no matter how hard I try it seems like nothing ever works. I want to enlist in the Navy so fucking bad but I cant because I’m a fat ass. I wish I could just NOT eat & become good enough. I’m a loser because I’m not going to school. I’m stupid. Who the hell takes sooo long off school & still doesn’t have SHIT to show for herself. Ya, I live by myself & ya, I have a job. But what else? My GOAL was to enlist in December but I didn’t. So yes Tumblr, I’m a fat ass loser who can’t & probably wont ever do anything with her life.

hwafsopfjadsgjsd IM IN SUCH A BAD MOOD.

It’s just the fact that when I need someone, no ones ever there. That’s whats made you the same as everyone else. When you were supposed to be different. I called you cause I needed to talk to someone. & all I got from you was attitude & not my best friend. You were supposed to be here for me no matter what…now I see what that really means.